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On Tuesday, in Baton Rouge Louisiana, 37-year-old Alton Sterling was shot by police. The next day, in Falcon Heights, Minnesota police shot and killed 32-year-old Philando Castile. Both were black men, and videos of their deaths have been watched by millions on social media. Including me.
These two videos aren’t special. And that’s what’s so heartbreaking. What do you do with that information as a black person, like knowing that the graphic violent death of these men is not a special circumstance?
Not only has nothing changed between Philando Castile’s death in Falcon Heights and Mike Brown’s death in Ferguson, but in some ways, nothing’s changed between these deaths and lynchings.
How is this happening in this country that pretends to be this great free equal society? There’s this split understanding of what it is to be an American versus what it is to be a black American. At the same time, how is it that I keep on getting tricked into believing that I am part of that society and not an ‘other’ in that society?
So then the question really becomes, what else is there to do other than to keep moving? You’ve got to feed yourself. You’ve got to go to work. You’ve got to walk your dog. But you do all of those things angry and sad.
Our society has put a bow on civil rights since the 1960s. “Voting rights have been passed! Freedom is won!” Which is total crap. And I think it’s that national lie that we have been teaching young Americans for so long. This lie that we have fixed the issue…when we haven’t.
And now we’re ending this week and five more people are dead in Dallas — this time police officers. There is nothing about those killings that is acceptable or right or just. But I worry that the two lives that re-started this conversation — I fear that their deaths will get swept under the rug.